Hey! I'm Becca! I'm 13 years old. I'm a lesbian.
I am diagnosed with bulimia nervosa, but I'm trying to get away from that and actually lose some weight. I've been hospitalized 4 times in 3 different hospitals; 2 for suicide attempts, 1 for aggression (fuck you Prozac), and 1 for suicidal ideation and an anxiety attack. I self harm. I'm also diagnosed with bipolar and panic disorder. I'm supposed to be in recovery, but I'm not. I think I'm doing a good job of fooling people, though.

Stats:
H: 5'4"
CW: 182.2
GW: 90

Yes, I know I'm overweight and fat af. My weight,to be honest, has fluctuated wildly because of the bulimia. I know I have a long way to go and I will get to that size.

Fasting

So far, I've been fasting for 16 hours. I'm hoping to make it to at least 48 hours and beat my record of 32. I'm feeling really fat. Like, HUGE. I weight 182 and that is really really fat. Like whale category fat.

I'm hoping I can skip dinner by saying that I'm having cramps from my period. My mom just told me were having food from the Walmart deli, and I can guarantee you that is going to being full of calories.

I got to skip school today because we slept way too late and my mom was just like, fuck it. So I've been sitting here all day on the internet when I really need to get my lazy ass up and exercise.